I am generally not very great at
sharing my thoughts or feelings vocally, but seem to do much better
writing them out to share. Over the last year, my life has changed
in so many amazing ways I cannot honestly begin to explain all of
them. First and foremost, I met my amazing, beautiful and hilarious
girlfriend Marisa (Porkchop). She has brought me out of my shell of
social anxiety, being an introvert, and so much more. Over the last 3
months we have had such an amazing time being together, from every
day things to going to PAX and meeting a ton of amazing friends,
going on a 1500 mile road trip to California and a few spots in
Oregon. I cannot begin to thank her enough for how she has help
bring me back to the person I used to be. For anyone who didn't
know, we do plan on getting married in the next few months so she
will be able to stay with me in the States permanently! Working two
jobs is fairly stressful, but she still keeps me motivated and
smiling on the worst of days.
Now on to other news. There is a
possibility for lots of big changes soon in my life. I may have a job
opportunity that will be in the surrounding area of Seattle. This is
a huge career move for me in a field I am very passionate about, and
although there is no promise or final choice on the job at all yet, I
need to be prepared to possibly step away from my full time stream
and step it down quite a bit while I move/set up a new living
arrangement and get that sorted out. I have no doubt in my mind that
I will continue streaming, it just might be a little less once I'm
situated working a full time job. Once again, this job is in no way
set in motion, just a possibility. Being someone who has ever lived
in Oregon, this is a big risk and bigger step for me and the stress
and constant fear of failing is looming heavy in my mind. That being
said, with an offer like this, if I have the chance to do it, I need
to take that risk and see what happens.
I love all of my family and friends,
everyone in the twitch community that I have met over the past 2+
years, you are some of the most generous and giving people I have
ever met, and I want to continue being a part of that amazing
community, you guys are just as much my family as anyone here, and I
owe so much to you for what you have done for me. I will never be
the guy who leaves you all out of the loop, if you ever have any
questions for me at all, feel free to email or message me any time, I
love reaching out to you guys!
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